Im constantly Amazed....

I don't understand why all the obstacles draw near to me. Why i cant see the black snake in the green grass.
Then it came to me how would i fulfill my duties if i was perfect? I do believe people know what they are meant to do in life and whether they decide to do it or not his their choice. God is not a dictator and no his way wont be the easiest way because if the enemy sees you as a threat then he will do whatever he can to take you out. Will that scare me as i embark on the right path? NO, because my enemies wont battle with me...They will battle with the most high my father and i guarantee he will have victory. With his victory i will have victory. I think I've ran from my calling long enough it's just sometimes the things God says i will do before i leave this earth seem more powerful than me. They seem impossible but with God i can't forget that anything is possible through Christ. He who gives me life breathe and love constantly amazes me.